On my mind

Hello friends, or whoever. So I decided there won't be a Pretty Little Things this week, or maybe there will be. I don't know. I have one half-finished in my folder, so it's not completely ruled out. I just didn't feel like talking about products today and things like that. I feel like rambling, actually. The thing is, I think I'm growing tired of the way I set up this blog. It just bugs me how I made it be so centered on routine. On mondays we do this, on wednesdays that, on Thursdays we think. You know??? That's not how I am. I don't like doing the same things over and over. I don't like deadlines. Actually, I hate deadlines. I avoid them at all costs. That's why I write papers so early on. I'd rather do that then feel like I have a looming deadline over my shoulder. It's also why I procrastinate, but we all do that sooo.

I decided I'm going to do what I want, when I want, because I felt like it. So the blog no longer has a schedule. I think I'll probably still do the Thursday Thoughts though, because I am in fact an article junkie and I don't have friends who appreciate them like I do, so it's not like I want to bug my friends by texting them the links 24/7. It's easier to just tell you all on here, in list form. And I also probably will not post every day, and I'll bring back the Sunday Quote from my old blog, on occasion, because I miss telling you my deepest thoughts. Sometimes its better to tell them out into the world like this, rather than just telling one person or a few. It's more like meditation and less like a cry for help. I don't know, maybe I'm just insane.

Anyway, here's a list of ramblings:

1.    1. I started a painting last night, but it's not even close to finished yet. Mostly because I couldn't stop sneezing and do you know how hard it is to paint while sneezing? It's an awful idea.
2.    2. I saw two cows a dog at school today. I'm not kidding.
3.    3. I'm also currently focusing on sketching several design collections so that then I can pick my favorite one and submit that when I apply to FIT next winter. I'm trying to keep busy and be as productive as possible. Zac Posen told us to make it a point to sew at least one thing a week, and I really can't, cause of school right now, but I want to.. until then, I'm just going to make it a point to make something every week, whether it's painting, drawing, designing, or sewing. or knitting. or baking. whatever. I'm trying.
4.    4. I keep thinking about how I really want to add more neutral clothes to my spring capsule. cause I feel like it's not exactly what I want it to be just yet, you know?
5.    5. And yesterday, since the whole painting thing didn't work out, I ended up watching one of my tv shows.. for what was going to be an episode or two, but actually ended up being eight episodes. I have so much self-control. And then I stayed up on tumblr til 1:30am because Taylor was on. that's Taylor Swift, if you didn't already know I've been calling her by her first name for the last eight years.
6.    6. and I was going to say one more thing, but I got a text from my girl scouts co-leader and now I can't remember. But that reminds me, I need to go buy thin mints.

 Have a lovely Monday!